Trying to keep myself committed to a plan, because wavering was just making everything worse.

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YOU ARE GIVING TARA 3 DAYS. IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT. THEN IT'S OVER. 

NEVER MENTION GOING BACK. JUST STICK THROUGH IT NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS.

Start on the Prozac plan, because it's really anxiety that needs to get treated. That's what the inability to focus on things is. You're anxious about your parents, Tara, the medicine plan, etc.