A breakdown of what I thought the cause of the anxiety was.

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Anxiety breakdown: 
* 80% of the anxiety is about Tara and going back and being in SF
    * But you've done this before, you can handle it.
* 20% 
    * Is about work stuff, which you were facing before, but this is manageable as well.


You talked to Tara. She wasn’t feeling anything like you thought she was feeling. She said explicitly that if I was having a panic attack every day with her, she’d stay with me for 3 months. If I went home, she’d stay with me for at least a year, probably more. You were being dramatic.