(she hates that music video)

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I know we had a bad day, and I’m really sorry for that. You are in so many ways the perfect girl, for me and really for anyone. I really ought to be more grateful that I have you, and I should always aspire to treat you better: I’m sorry for yelling at you. And you know what, you’re right, I should be more grateful that finals are over for me. I’m happy I’m not in that place anymore, and I should be more responsive to your needs and understanding of how you’re handling finals. I’m going to try to be better at helping you through this time. I know you won’t really need me that much because you’ll be studying, but know that I’ll be trying, and I won’t go to you to complain (because I don’t have much to complain about).

I miss running my hands through your hair, and feeling your soft neck. And I miss holding you tight against me with my hands around your waist. :/ I want it to be Christmas again.

And I wanted to give this to you because I know how much a powerful music video means to you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gH476CxJxfg